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Today, I will share with you a page from my journal (I don't share everything, you know. There are some things I still have to sort out and some things really just for me.)
April 5, 2018
Raj Rishi #28, Gyansarovar Mount Abu, Rajasthan India
Today, while walking across the corridors of Diamond Hall I suddenly feel in my heart that I love You- not the head-over-heels kind of love. This one’s painted over a canvas of
self-love so it’s stronger, not needy and definitely more mature.
It's not that I don't love You. It's just that it has always been "Please love me so I can learn to love myself" or "I'm so grateful I know You".
A few days before I left for Madhuban, I felt that I love myself- strengths, flaws and all.
Finally! I've been
working on it for years. It feels as though I've moved from point A to point B in my spiritual life. Thank You for patiently guiding me to this important pitstop.
Given such a high starting point, I wonder what my inner journey here in Madhuban will be like. It has generally been pleasant and steady- no
expectations, no burdens, and no complaints.
And, it’s so fitting that the climax of this trip is a
subtle yet deep realization that I love the Divine. Love, Karen
Dadi Janki on Love
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