|Cartoon from http://vecto.rs|
While I'm still thinking if I should opt to do that, let me tell you our story. It started off like an unexpected romance. After a long busy week, while sitting down on the couch, I took a glance at it and thought, "I've never really liked you but let's give it a try". And that's the end of me. I was glued for hours and hours- just clicking channels, tuning in to catch-up weekends, and running the series' marathons. I was so enchanted by it that I would delay going to the restroom, the kitchen and even the oh-so-precious-bedroom (losing a lot of my oh-so-valuable-sleep). So, I almost gave myself UTI, starved to near death and divorced my beloved bed (at least once a week).
It was a once-in-seven-days affair. For some weird reason, I would only let myself slide when I know I don't have work the next day. Thank heavens, some threads of sanity kept me from going berserk all the way! It was good while it lasted though. The TV swept me to worlds I could only imagine. Sometimes, I'm a New Yorker trying to make a name for myself, or a hot shot lawyer, or an artist in search for stardom. It allowed me to escape my (sometimes) mundane existence. It comforted me to no end. It was just always there- making me laugh, letting me dream, taking me to exciting places.
But, in the end I had to let it go. It was not what I thought it was. It was sucking the life of me. It wouldn't allow me to go out and meet my friends, do what I love like write on this blog or cook, and go about my usual sensible routine. Slowly, I realized that the time I spent in front of it makes me less and less myself. I allowed it to occupy my time so my projects, writings, sports, advocacies, relationships were all on a standstill. In a sense, my life was on a halt.
It would only happen once a week but I feel I've waste so much. Prior to this incident, I couldn't really understand why they say time is gold. Now, I do. It's the currency I pay in life. If I let my hours pass meaninglessly then I spill potential gold coins of new experiences, connections, and learnings. But, if I use it then I taste life's offerings and insert some coins in a piggy bank labeled future. By allowing myself to be hypnotized by the seductive television, I spill the coins down in the gutter- never to be retrieved.
Now, you understand why I detest it so much. But, I will not obliterate it. Just now, I decided to take the higher road, I will let it live but I shall take my life back! I hold the remote.
This photo is from http://pages.shanti.virginia.edu