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I figured it out!
At dawn, when I sat down for meditation, I felt a big boulder over my chest and I felt very heavy.
My glass ceiling had finally revealed itself.
And, it is ugly.
In fact, it is the ugliest monster I’ve seen so far.
It is a black sink hole of self-doubt.
“You are not good enough!”, it screams.
I thought I’ve slayed this monster a long time ago. Apparently, I only made it sleep.
Now, it hangs like a huge eclipse over my heart.
I took my swords of knowledge and yoga out and began to fight.
As of writing, I am still fighting the beast.
Worry not, looks like I will survive this.
How about you, do you know what stops you?